進入職場後，一直過著混亂的日子，失去一些東西，但還是比較傾向用獲得的更多來看待這段時間。這近一年的時間，工作上該碰到的事都碰到了，不該碰到的事也遇見了，相當充實，但～並非專業知識的充實。
希冀將時間停止在這一刻，超脫現況，以旁觀著的眼睛看著自己的人生、未來和夢想（這包含很廣闊的意義，如：執行順序及成效），也因如此，我的腦總有一塊在高度的運轉，有時很想要把某一個區塊切出來先放著。
常會有力不從心的疲憊感，以致有時都搞不清到底是年紀大了，還是想做的事情太多了，甚至是個想太多做太少的人（痾..腦又開始高度運轉了，STOP!!!）。
新月將至，加油~請以清澈、純淨的視野，看看現在的人生後努力。
2011年5月17日 星期二
2011年5月14日 星期六
夏卡爾 - 好友限定導覽團。
「你喜歡夏卡爾嗎？」
「是的，他的畫就讓人覺得戀愛就該如此，一起擁抱著漂浮在暗藍色的天空中。啊~還要有拉著小提琴的羊。」
「對對對，如果沒有拉著小提琴的羊，就不夠幸福了。」
今天是繼張大千展、飆未來及絕色名琴珍藏展後，第四次導覽親友團。期待越高，緊張感越高，心理壓力越大，親友團對我而言壓力是大的。
非常感謝今天素質相當高的10位朋友給我這機會，讓我透過這途徑鞭策自己，努力提升、向上發展。藉由適度的壓力逼迫自己成長，並用謙和、不掉舉的態度感謝別人給予的肯定，期許自己修身養性，邁向更好、有建設性的未來。
2011年5月10日 星期二
做報告，學分手；寫新聞稿，學告白。
Liyellow本人經點名句，自創理論～得意的勒(*驕傲)。為什麼會這樣說呢，待我好好解釋一下。
首先，做報告跟分手一樣，如果報告不好好做，教授或知識份子等等的人就會要求你不斷修改，修到昏天暗地，眼睛拖窗，已經看不出問題點了，他們還是不滿意，只會一味無理的要求你繼續改，就像分手時不好好處理、分乾淨，前女友、前男友在未來的生活中有事沒事一直回來吵吵吵，這時候一個頭八個大外，焦躁、混亂的人生就默默開始默默上演ing。
再來，寫新聞稿要花腦想一下內容怎麼營造，才會被記者用或媒體接受，讓活動安全上壘，如同告白，一定要先想好、計畫好，告白才會成功，要不然被人家聽聽後打個槍、發個好人卡，就像新聞稿不好好寫，記者、媒體跟你說好好好，之後完全默默略過，弄得半死，卻永遠駁不到版面。
基於以上的狀況，歸納出→做報告，學分手；寫新聞稿，學告白。用不一樣的角度看世界，默默發現，很多東西天差地遠卻也一線之隔。
2011年5月4日 星期三
浮動的心
研究所有這麼好同學的相伴，很慶幸。我感激，很多重要時刻，我記憶中所見、所記，都是同學、老師、所上得點一滴。漸漸的，你的臉模糊了，因為如此，我記憶中多半愉快。
人的記憶有時很不牢靠，即便你再怎麼奮力掙脫，曾經存在的事實它永遠都在，一直一直在，直到你不再呼吸（是說帶到下輩子，其實還是在啊 ）。
這時，只能勉為其難的說：好好的和過去的自己相處吧。
我不想換辦公室，不想在這泥淖中沈浮，不想任由看似是自己決定的決定，其實都由別人操空的事發生。但，事情就是會照著它該發展的劇本走下去，直到把這齣戲演完。一切都說是為我好，但現在的感受如同莊子與惠子的「魚樂之辯」。不同的是，我的爭辯吵鬧結束後，依舊不會有任何轉圜，既然這樣，低落、沈悶完，就勇敢的面對。
好！打起精神，加油！
我沒什麼專長，但成功的激勵自己是為什麼我可以一直走下去的原因。
2011年5月3日 星期二
Bruno Mars- Just The Way You Are
愛情就該這樣，一起擁抱、漂浮在湛藍的天空中，跨越時間、空間，只有彼此。
Oh her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like they're not shining
喔~ 她的雙眼，她的雙眼比星星還閃爍
Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her trying
她的秀髮，她的秀髮百分百自然的垂墜
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
她是如此的美，而我每天都這樣告訴她
Yeah I know, I know when I compliment her, she won't believe me
是啊，我知道，我知道在我讚美她時，她不會相信
And its so, its so sad to think that she don't see what I see
實在很，實在很難過她和我所見不同
But every time she asks me do I look okay, I say
但每回她問起我"我看起來好嗎？"，我會說
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
在看妳的臉時，我一點也不想改變它
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
因為妳好棒--就是妳現在的樣子
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
而當妳微笑時，整個世界都暫時停了下來凝視妳
Cause girl you're amazing, just the way you are
因為女孩妳好棒--就是妳現在的樣子
Yeah, her lips, her lips I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
啊，她的雙唇，她的雙唇，如果她同意我想親上一整天
Her laugh, her laugh she hates but I think its so sexy
她的笑聲，她的笑聲，雖然她不喜歡，但我覺得很性感
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
她是如此的美，而我每天都這樣告訴她
Oh you know, you know, you know I'd never ask you to change
喔，妳知道，妳知道，妳知道，我從來不要求妳改變
If perfect is what you're searching for, then just stay the same
如果妳追求完美，那麼就維持原狀吧
So, don't even bother asking if you look okay, you know I'll say
所以，別問妳看起來可好，妳知道我一定會說
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
在看妳的臉時，我一點也不想改變它
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
因為妳好棒--就是妳現在的樣子
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
而當妳微笑時，整個世界都暫時停了下來凝視妳
Cause girl you're amazing, just the way you are
因為女孩妳好棒--就是妳現在的樣子
The way you are, the way you are
妳現在的樣子，妳現在的樣子
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are
女孩妳好棒--就是妳現在的樣子
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
在看妳的臉時，我一點也不想改變它
Cause you're amazing, just the way you are
因為妳好棒--就是妳現在的樣子
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
而當妳微笑時，整個世界都暫時停了下來凝視妳
Cause girl you're amazing, just the way you are
因為女孩妳好棒--就是妳現在的樣子
2011年5月1日 星期日
Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all
Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss
All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all
Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss
All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.
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